Sunday, September 27, 2009

Disappointment


Ugh. This Biggest Loser competition has been anything but easy. I have done this what seems like hundreds of times before (each with immediate success) but never making it a life-long process. Which brings me to this point. I can commit, I can do this but for some reason I am not feeling like it's near impossible.

Healthy eating? Sounds great. Dinner time...nothing healthy. I need to organize, I need to do this for myself and I need to feel better about how I look. This is hard. Have I mentioned that?

I appreciate the support from the "losers" in the group but I'm feeling like I have a WAY longer road ahead than anyone else. I only wish I were fighting those last 10 pounds. I'm not. I'd even take the last 20...not the case, either. I'm overwhelmed, I feel out of control and I needed to vent to the people who are involved in the same activity.

Good night. Good luck. Tomorrow is a new day.

Tawsha

1 comment:

  1. Awe Tawsha...you're doing great! Just think, marathon training starts again soon which will get you right back on the exercise horse. I have a slew of go to recipes that I can give you for quick and easy dinners too! I'll try to get them together for tomorrow.

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